When I thought of death, I thought of him.

Dying releases a rush of endorphins— the greatest high you’ll ever receive. Once, I felt it myself and have been chasing it ever since.

Everything about him was a warning. The man who embodied death, the most feared person in the city.

But I only felt alive again whenever he was near.

Recklessness, curiosity, a broken heart . . . one of the three would end up killing me.

And when it came to Andrea Delarosa, I knew exactly which one it would be.

Dub-Con, Chronic/Terminal Health Conditions, Grief, Child Loss (mentioned in the past—not the female main character), Addiction, PTSD, Non-Consensual Drug Use, Suicide, Overdose, Depression, Imprisonment, Murder, Graphic Violence/Depictions of Dead Bodies/Medical Scenarios.

Mafia, Grumpy/Sunshine, Forbidden Relationship, Age-Gap, Only Soft For Her, Jealous/Protective MC, Caretaker, Bondage, Praise, Dominance, Touch Her and Die.